Just Don't Give Up on Me 12/20

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It was still pitch dark when Jared woke with a hard on and Jensen sprawled across him, naked and warm, face buried in Jared’s chest. Running his fingers over the expanse of muscle and soft skin laid out before him, Jared said softly, “Jen? Jensen?” When he started to stir, Jared continued, “Let’s get cleaned up. We are still covered in our own cum. Gross. Besides, I want what you promised me today before everything went all to hell.”

Raising his head, sleepy smile spread across his face and eyes half open, Jensen asked, despite knowing exactly what Jared was talking about, “What’s that, J?”

Jared wasn’t fooled by the fake innocence, but he also thought maybe Jensen just wanted to hear him say it. He seemed to get off on hearing Jared talk dirty almost as much as he did being manhandled. “Umm, want you to put that cock that’s currently pressing against my thigh in my ass, Jen. Want you to fuck me, hard and deep. I think you promised to make me scream your name. Not sure that’s possible, but I’m ready to give you a chance to try.”

Jensen’s voice was deep and slightly wrecked as he said, “Get cleaned up. Meet me back here in twenty minutes. Naked. Don’t be late. Don’t make me come looking for you. Got it?”

Jared felt his cock twitch hard at the command and tone of voice.

Grabbing Jared’s face and turning it toward his own, Jensen demanded. “Answer me, Jared. You got it?”

Jared realized Jensen had noticed his reaction to the commands when he saw the green eyes flicker to his cock and back up to his face. “Yeah. Yes. I got it.”

Jensen smacked the bare ass that was displayed as Jared hurried to comply. He thought maybe Jared needed to spend a lot more time naked. Maybe all of his time at home naked. Hmm, definitely something to think about. He was hard just from Jared’s reaction to being told what to do, not to mention the knowledge of what was to come.

Jared was back in the bedroom and in the bed within fifteen minutes, heart pounding and dick hard. It had taken supreme effort to take a shower thinking of what had just happened and what Jensen was going to do to him and not touch his needy erection except to wash. But he had done it, had scrubbed his skin quickly and efficiently, unwilling to even consider being late, although now that he had a minute to think about it, maybe he would like the repercussions. Hmmm. Thoughts for another time.

When Jensen entered the room from the hall bathroom a few minutes later, Jared drew in a deep breath. God, he could watch Jensen for hours, days, especially naked. He was amazed at how very affected he was by Jensen. How had he spent his whole life with small women, thinking he was happy with that? This was going to be his standard for perfection from here on out. Jared was never going to be happy without these muscles and freckles…and huge fucking cock. Damn. How was that going to fit? He steadied his breathing. He knew it would work. After all, he was quite well endowed and he had fucked Jensen just fine with a little patience. The memory of that had his muscles clenching and a bubble of precum running down the head of his dick.

Jensen approached the bed, hard and aching at the knowledge that soon he would be inside Jared. Something he had wanted for so long coming to fruition. Fuck but Jared looked hot sprawled there, golden skin shining in the lamplight, cock hard and leaking and face full of expectation and lust. The fact that this man wanted him left him almost light headed. Jared was so gorgeous and full of life it practically took his breath. He was going to make this incredible. Make Jared forget everyone else, make him unable to imagine giving it up.

“Want you, J. Gonna make you feel so good.” Jensen lowered himself until he lay completely covering Jared on the bed, warm damp skin sliding together, and kissed Jared like he owned him, like he was laying claim, and Jared opened up and gave it all in return. Bodies writhing, both men lost in the moment, Jensen mouthed his way down Jared’s jaw. Jared stretched his neck, inviting Jensen to explore the exposed skin. Jensen wasted no time licking and sucking, biting the smooth expanse before moving lower, licking Jared’s collarbone and reveling in the soft moans coming from his mouth. Jensen licked one nipple and then wrapped his lips around the other, sucking gently and then teething at the hardening nub. Jared’s hips were hitching slightly, so turned on he wasn’t aware of his own actions.

Jensen trailed down to the hard muscles of Jared’s abdomen and settled to explore the smooth skin covering the ridges he found there. Jared realized he and Jensen apparently both had a thing for Jensen’s mouth on his stomach. Jensen kissed and sucked on the trail leading from Jared’s navel toward his cock, but detoured to explore the hip bones prominently displayed and teasing, running his tongue over and around the muscles that pointed at his ultimate destination.

The cock straining toward him was more tempting than he had imagined. Jared was beautiful all over, and his dick was no exception. It was hard and flushed and wet, laying against his lower belly, curving slightly upward and begging for the attention Jensen was only too happy to provide. He licked at the head, taking in the trails of salty precum there, darting into the slit and coaxing more out before taking as much into his mouth at once as he could, sinking down almost to the base in one long suck.

Jared could tell he was getting close to losing control, so he grasped Jensen’s arms and quickly reversed their positions, capturing those sweet lips in a passionate deep kiss that spoke of want and thanks and more. He could taste himself on Jensen’s tongue when he drove his own inside and the thought made him shudder. He released that tempting mouth to explore as Jensen had just done, wanting to taste and discover what made Jensen crazy, too.

Finding that Jensen’s neck was a hotbed of sensitivity wasn’t a big surprise and he spent long minutes eating up the keening noises Jensen made when he moved to pluck and pinch at his nipples. Jensen arched into the caresses, silently begging for more. Jared happily gave him exactly that. He latched onto one nipple, sucking softly and then harder as the sensations caused Jensen to cry out. Using his teeth to bite softly at one nipple while teasing and plucking at the other was taking Jensen apart with very little effort.

Finally moving on, he mapped out Jensen’s ribs and flat lightly muscled abdomen, dipping his tongue into the deep well of Jensen’s belly button. Placing licks and kisses from one hip to the other, Jared teased Jensen before taking his time licking and sucking along the length of his hard cock, looking up into deep green eyes as he did. “Fuck, J. Enough. You are gonna make me come, and I want to be inside of you when I do. Come on baby, need you.”

Unable to resist that request or the promise of what he had been wanting so badly, Jared flopped onto the bed next to Jensen and gripped his hard cock at the base, closing his eyes and getting himself under control. “Do it, Jensen. Put that huge cock inside me, show me how incredible it is.”

Jensen grabbed the condom and lube and positioned himself between Jared’s spread thighs. He slid his hands under those thighs and lifted, “Hold your legs for me, Jared. Show me. Wanna see you.”

Despite the vulnerability of the position, Jared did as asked, trusting Jensen completely to make him not only feel good but feel safe in this situation.

Jensen watched Jared’s trusting blue grey eyes darken as he looked from them to the exposed flesh before him. “Beautiful.” He stated, and Jared wasn’t sure what part of him Jensen meant, and didn’t care. He was panting from excitement and Jensen hadn’t even started yet. When Jensen reached down to touch his puckered hole with a lubed finger, he jerked just a bit in surprise but then immediately pushed closer. Who knew it would feel so amazing just to be touched there, had never considered that as a possible erogenous zone. His eyes slid shut as Jensen circled his entrance, lightly at first, but slowly applying more and more pressure, easing the muscle into relaxation. It felt incredible. He was glad they would be together without using a condom, with nothing between them. “More. Please Jen, more.”

Jensen immediately pressed harder, breaching the entry with one long finger, pushing all the way in with one long stroke. Jared sighed and shifted. He was still in shock that this whole thing was making him so crazy. It was the feeling coupled with the idea that Jensen had his finger and soon to be his cock inside of him that was pushing him to higher levels of arousal. Jensen slid his finger almost all the way out, watching his finger and then Jared’s face as he set up a rhythm of in and out that mimicked what he was longing to do.

When Jared began moving with him, he quickly pulled out and immediately pressed forward with two fingers, sliding in fairly easily because Jared was staying so relaxed. After a few moments of pumping with two fingers, Jensen crooked his finger and searched carefully until he hit that bundle of nerves that drew a gasp from Jared and a hard jerk from his hips. Jared whimpered quietly. “Kiss me, Jen. Please?”

Jensen leaned forward, taking Jared’s mouth with his own possessively. Licking inside and tasting every inch of Jared’s mouth while his fingers continued their exploration as well.

“Ok, enough. I can’t take this, Jensen. I’m gonna lose it just like this if you don’t hurry up and get inside me. Enough teasing. I need your cock. Now.” Jared was again gripping his cock at the base, the tip angry red and wet. Jensen huffed out a stuttered breath and shifted his hips closer, slicking his cock quickly and lining himself up. He couldn’t wait to feel Jared from the inside. To have that tight tunnel squeezing his cock the way it had just been gripping his fingers, feel the heat. He spread his fingers and twisted them as he removed them, hoping Jared really was ready because he was close to the edge and didn’t want to hurt his lover.

The initial breach hurt a bit, but Jared didn’t hesitate to push forward at the same time Jensen did. He was tired of waiting and if that dick felt as good as his fingers, which he was pretty sure it was going to be a lot better, he was going to lose his mind. Together they moved toward each other in a long, slow, steady thrust that embedded Jensen to the hilt. They both gasped as their bodies became flush against each other.

“Yesss.” Jensen hissed out. He had seen and recalled how much Jared had enjoyed this, but he was unprepared for how unreal it felt. Jared was gripping him so tightly he wasn’t sure he was going to be able to move, and at this moment he wasn’t sure he wanted to ever move anyway. He wondered momentarily how much better this felt without the condom between them and vowed to make sure they experienced it with Jared topping in the very near future.

Soon Jared squirmed slightly, the initial burn receding and the need for Jensen to thrust into him became strong. Jensen’s body answered the movement with one of his own before he was aware it was happening. He pulled out partially, body trembling with the effort to move slowly, and thrust back in hard and deep.

Jared was writhing within a few quick thrusts. Jensen was not only filling him in a way that felt perfect and right, but the head of his dick was dragging over and over that bundle of nerves every time. Jared was unprepared for how much he loved everything about this. He had been sure nothing would feel as good as being inside Jensen but this? This was unreal. He was going to come without his dick ever being touched. He could feel his impending orgasm building deep within him, tingling in his lower back and his balls.

Jensen was digging his fingers deep into Jared’s hips, his own thrusting and stuttering out of control. Jared’s reaction was only intensifying his own pleasure and he was trying to hold off his peak as long as possible to get Jared there first. But he was quickly losing control. “Jare…baby, I…I can’t. I’m gonna come. Come with me. Please come….fuck!”

Those words sent an already close Jared over the edge just as Jensen lost it and threw his head back, body out of control and thrusting almost violently, feeling Jared’s muscles tighten even more around him repeatedly making the sensations almost painfully intense. He was still jerking when he looked down to see Jared looking up at him with dazed eyes, cum covering his chest and belly. He slumped forward, head falling to Jared’s shoulder, his release smearing between their bellies.

Both drifting in and out of consciousness for the next half hour, Jensen finally reached toward the bedside table, opening the box and pulling out several wet wipes and cleaning them both off and easing out of Jared slowly, but still earning a hiss from the younger man as he did. He tossed their wipes in the trash and kissed a half awake Jared before turning him and tucking him into the curve of his body and falling into a sated deep sleep.

chap 13




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